i am a loser. but☮anyway (:

moi's lyrics.
i feel a bit odd actually :/
maybe its because my grandad is very ill just in the other room.
maybe because its summer.
maybe because im cold.
maybe because today the suns not shining
maybe because my family are coming over today
maybe because im watching a sad movie.
maybe because thats how its meant to be.
maybe because i have no place for my things.
maybe because i have no place to really call home.
maybe because i miss my mum..
maybe because my dads never home in the day time.
maybe because i miss good dinners.
maybe because i have never had a boyfriend.
maybe because all my friends have.
maybe because i get racism.
maybe because people judge me.
maybe because i feel like im losing my bestfriends.
maybe because i feel like im losing in touch with the world.
maybe..

and why are things, themselves ?
my bestfriends are my bestfriends because they love me for me..
my familys my family because this is the family i was born into.
'i wanna swim away but dont know how, sometimes it feels just like im falling in the ocean' <3

everything happens for a reason, and i need to keep remembering that.

right, out of the way of my little WHOO stage (;
i was in the country the otherday and we went to this lovely little town called marlborough so i have some pictures if you would like to see them(: to all of you who missed me, i missed you guys too :D and it feels pretty nice to be blogging again after such a long time(:
heres a blurry dark picture of me last night :L

ohh yessh (:
okay, for all of those who know the wanted, well i think they are trying to kill all time low. they are slowly ruining it for me everytime i hear the stupid fucking song. sorry if you like them or it. but grr. im pretty peeved about that. :/
the girl downstairs and me discovered im good at doing la roux impressions singing wise :L and also we have a video on her phone of me being justing bieber, we are aiming for it to be going on youtube.
so i hope everyones been well and WHOOO!
89 followers on here and 134 in total (: i feel loved and amazed anyone is merely interested in my life:L
GAWSH i was just sorting out all my bags from stays at my aunts and mates house and i find the time travellers wife (not literally i mean the book :L) and a bloody spider zooms across the floor , good thing i have ninja reflexes and jumped out the way and got my granny to sort it (Y) and then a bloody wasp flew in so i freaked and paniced :L
i have to go because i will be in trouble if im on the computer(:
LOVE YOU ALL(: xx

my lyrics (:
so. heyy, im back..not completely for good, because its summer and theres not much to blog about.
but for a while you have me( :
did you miss me ?
i thought it would be nice to let you know im alive (:
i play football in the afternoons alot now with the girl downstairs..i get stared at by chavs..
i sleep on the living room floor with my brother and i dont eat much because i want to get skinny, so thats all really.
lulu s house was fun, its massive and well nice.
im going to an indian wedding and stuff in like two days, if you want ill take pictures(:
okay well im off. heres some phtography and stuff.
if you guys didnt miss me its cool (: i wouldnt miss myself either (;
right now, i guess its not really worth hearing about.
<3

so i ignored th mofos (: and i did what i like to do, take pictures and edit :D
btw title - panic! at the disco - green gentlemen (:

p,s RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS. the world needs more.
well anyone whose reading this. dont ever let people bring you down your gorgeous, and they are usually jealous or trying to make themselves feel better. (: dont let some sad ass bring you down .. because its not worth it. :D <3

TOWEL CAPE XD

mucchhoolinii love, (i should be asleep :L )
byee <3

woah. who knew i could come out THAT deep.

i put my fringe on he other side (Y)

amazing, the anisha enters the corner shop.
O:

me this morning, now usually i would be glad to show you my face but i had no eyeliner or mascara on therefore, my eyes look ugly and bare..
i dont wear anything but eye make-up and lip-gloss so you can see the rest of me (Y)

and again, hope you guys like my collection of wrist candy <3

dead flowers i found in my room from the wedding in november 2009 (:
they smelt baad but were still kinda pretty (:
lots of editing here.
and thats the last of them,
so am going to leelas tonight (: expect pictures :D
AND WHERE DO ALL THESE FUCKING FLYS KEEP COMING FROM ? :O

Lovee youu all habibtys <3

so my flight was good, being careful not to knock people over with my guitar :L
am at my grandmas like right next to heathrow.
last night was good...i might tell you guys what happened that was not too good but i like it..but only if you want to know.
seeing leela tomorrow, she was my best primary school mate and then she moved out here for year 7 but im staying at hers tomorrow, havet seen her for two years O:
ARGH, stupid fucking metal birds make so much noise.
ahh big brother is still going (Y) huzzah!
induction day on 27th for the new boarding school O:
Okay well heres some piccies from the last day .
Lovee Youu All,
anisha bedesha <3

the first pic is the view from my grans flat (Y) x

black heels-steph
mad converse-moi
opposite steph- molly
opposite me-emily
(y)